So I've been home for three whole weeks now and I'm feeling a little better about things. I don't know how long it will last. I only pray that God points me in the right direction. I think I'm doing what is right, but I still have concerns. I really hope we can make it, but I'm uncertain. On to other things...We've been sick at my house this last week or so. Avi just had her first stomach bug and of course I was a complete wreck about it. You know how that old stomach bug goes. If one has it you all end up with it...so you can imagine the lovely fun we've had at my house. Hopefully we are on the path to recovery. I haven't been doing too well with the whole weight loss journey. I have no self control. I had a plan, but just haven't put it into action. Anyone want to try and motivate me? Anyone? Please? Okay, okay I guess I'll just have to get off my behind and do it. I don't know how well it will work, but I certainly need to try. My weight is just too much. I'm at home now so I really have no excuse. If i could just lose a pound or two a week I would be so psyched. I just love to eat so much. Food is my addiction. When I quit smoking oh so many years ago I replaced that habit with food. To tell you the truth I'm not so sure I am doing any better for myself eating rather than smoking. Not that I'm going to start smoking to replace the food or anything, because I would probably end up smoking and overeating and then I would just be in a world of trouble. The thing is giving up cigarettes was much easier than trying to give up the foods I love, because with cigarettes you just stop completely....well I still have to eat and once you are eating it is hard to just quit at a point. I want to eat until I'm am full and uncomfortable.....I know I know..why would anyone want to be uncomfortable...heck I don't know but there is something comforting about that over fullness when you eat. It's quite ridiculous. I really don't sit and eat all day by any means. I just overeat when I do sit down to have a meal. I certainly could do without all the Sun-drop.....Lord this is Tennessee though...what kind of southern girl would I be if I didn't drink Sun-drop...lol...now I'm just being silly and rambling so I'll let ya'll get back to your lives. Oh yeah and I've added some video of Avi walking a little bit. Don't mind my husband without the shirt he couldn't possibly be in the house with a shirt on that would just be ridiculous!!!! LOL....don't pay me any mind!! Love to all!